So I decided I need to get back on this and start writing. It helps me get some of my thoughts on paper. I always say I am going to start writing again and then I do for a while then I forget for a bit. Let’s just see how this goes. haha. Anyway life have been very crazy for me since I have last posted on here. A lot of new things. Way too much to even catch up on.
This is my last semester at BW and now its about to end in a couple weeks. BW has been a great second home for me. I love everything about it and I have made so many amazing friends. My experiences at BW has made me into such a great person and I know I am ready to go out in the world and make a difference. I really hope to stay friends with many of the people I have gotten to know and grow with. I know I may be graduating but hah duh I will be around. But it is a bittersweet symphony I guess.. now I finally have to grow up and be an adult.
Damn, I have had so many crazy memories of college. I have ran into so many people and varieties of people it is not even funny. How many stupid things I have done or even said is beyond me. I have made some mistakes as well, but I know I have learned from them and it has made me into a way better person. I have learned to be a little more crazy and outgoing of an individual . I have learned not to take life so seriously. I have learned to try and make every moment count. I just want to know how do you know if you are truly listening to your heart? Sometimes our mind and our hearts get in battles with each other and its hard to figure out what is the “right” answer.
I have made some decisions that I am not sure if they are the best ones but only time can tell. Currently I am looking for a job and I want to make sure I have a job so I can pay off my debt. I want to go back to my education so I can obtain that teaching license. Although I did not get the TeachForAmerica position I will not let that stop me from achieving my dreams. I will do whatever it takes to become a teacher and politician. ha I want to inspire people and I want to help make a difference. It sounds cliche but I truly mean it.
This semester I have been truly blessed with so many great people that have came into my life and also people that have been in my life that I have gotten closer with. Some of the people I was closet to last year moved to do some pretty amazing things so it left me here to really take the time and get to know others. I am so happy for my friends that graduated last year they are building their new lives into something amazing and I can’t wait to go and visit them very soon. I also feel I have gotten closer with my parents and that is something I am so grateful with. Since my sisters and I are growing up and are older now my parents are doing some pretty neat things together which makes me very happy. It will end soon because I will be moving back (in an evil tone) HA HA HA. ha just kidding, but really I am not looking forward to moving back home but at the same time I am so I can do my own thing and get closer with my family.
Many people will surprise you if you give them the chance to do so. Trust people, and give them a chance, or even a second one if you have to. Not everyone is perfect. We all mess up.
I need to start taking advantage of each day I have. I need to stop procrastinating on things as well. Use each day to the fullest. But I do believe in taking a break and having a good time as well.
I am blessed for this wonderful life I have been given and I need to stop taking it for granted. I have learned that a lot this semester. There are many people out there that don’t get these opportunities that I have had. I better make something great out of this!
I promise to write on this very soon.
Goodnight World,
AJP
